Does anybody hear her?...
I just took my final at the high school over here. After the kind lady at the Western Wyoming Outreach Site finally found the password needed to proctor my test, I was off. It told me I had 3 HOURS to finish the test. I panicked. What on earth could take 3 hours to finish. What I get back to work later than my lunch hour allows. What have I done. I can't use my phone to tell the Broker and then I will be in trouble. To my relief I saw that there were only 75 questions and my teacher just thinks I'm an idiot...to my relief. I ended up getting a 71%. I must say I was saddened by this. The worst grade I have recieved on an exam in well over 3 years. BUT, it is finished...I can do nothing more.
So I was going to take summer classes but I am way too stressed and, although I make money up here, $2,000+ for 4 classes, isn't something I'd like to repeat as soon as possible. I'm going to give in again next semester but I am holding on to the hope of January 2008! I will officially be a resident of WY, which will make the cost go down to about $800+/-. Life will be sweet. Not that life revolves around the price of school at all, or money, or anything of the sort, but that will make me smile at least. (See...it's sad when you are glad your only paying $800+/- for something...I'll pay $0....I offered, they declined...poops!)
I got a puppy. Yes...I am in love. He is annoying as crap sometimes...and he peed on my bed, but I am still in love. He is a black lab...and he is cute as can be. Although, I still have a soft spot for Mose...my chocolate lab that I share with Stoney. I should upload a picture...he is cute. dumb as a brick, but cute.
I thought about quitting today. Real Estate is not fun people. Don't think it is. It's not.
So stressful. So stressful. Not fun.
I am going to Florida in two weeks and I am counting down the days. I can't wait to see everyone...oh yes, and I'm having my shower! Which is exciting in itself.
As for serious matters?.... Well, i've tried not to think much lately. Normally I write about deep reflections and or idiums that perplex my very being...but today...I have not thought deeply...hence, the 71%.
I must say, however, that life is wierd when you are planning for marriage. At least if you've never done the dirty lol. I say this only because it is awkward sometimes. We've gotten to the point where it is semi-funny, I wish some of you could experience such laughter...where there is nothing else on your mind and yet all you can do is laugh because you wish not to get frustrated or angry for not getting what you want. There is nothing more humbling then this desperation through laughter. We are planning our honeymoon. It will be in Hawaii. It is hard to plan for that without wanting. I must say I was somewhat confused when speaking to a couple the other day. We are close friends. After a week, they plan to meet us for another week in Hawaii. Anyway, they said that Stoney and I will have to try to break the record of six times in a day. To myself, I thought, six? That's it? That shouldn't be hard...at least if we are trying to break a record. HEH!!! Watch out Jon and Dee...August will tell of your loss!!!! Unless I have no idea what I'm talking about...which I don't... then I will have to admit my being niieve and move on.
As for the rest of my thoughts...
It is spring here! There was a blizzard last weekend...but I still feel spring. I see the green (some white still) and the newly born babies all over the place! The skii resort is closed and spring fever is finally at ease! Beautiful!
As for God and my thoughts,
I wish that I could change some people. I wish that I could force them to look outside themselves. Look to those who are looking for the hope that lies inside. I wish I could revisit the times when I have ignored people because I was too concerned with myself. I wish that I would have seen the people who were running a hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction. I wish...
"Does anybody hear here? Does anybody see? Does anybody even know she's goin down today? Under the shaddow of our steeple, with all the lost and lonely people lookin for the hope thats tucked away in you and me..."
That's all in this little brain today. I'm burnt out. Sorry.
So I was going to take summer classes but I am way too stressed and, although I make money up here, $2,000+ for 4 classes, isn't something I'd like to repeat as soon as possible. I'm going to give in again next semester but I am holding on to the hope of January 2008! I will officially be a resident of WY, which will make the cost go down to about $800+/-. Life will be sweet. Not that life revolves around the price of school at all, or money, or anything of the sort, but that will make me smile at least. (See...it's sad when you are glad your only paying $800+/- for something...I'll pay $0....I offered, they declined...poops!)
I got a puppy. Yes...I am in love. He is annoying as crap sometimes...and he peed on my bed, but I am still in love. He is a black lab...and he is cute as can be. Although, I still have a soft spot for Mose...my chocolate lab that I share with Stoney. I should upload a picture...he is cute. dumb as a brick, but cute.
I thought about quitting today. Real Estate is not fun people. Don't think it is. It's not.
So stressful. So stressful. Not fun.
I am going to Florida in two weeks and I am counting down the days. I can't wait to see everyone...oh yes, and I'm having my shower! Which is exciting in itself.
As for serious matters?.... Well, i've tried not to think much lately. Normally I write about deep reflections and or idiums that perplex my very being...but today...I have not thought deeply...hence, the 71%.
I must say, however, that life is wierd when you are planning for marriage. At least if you've never done the dirty lol. I say this only because it is awkward sometimes. We've gotten to the point where it is semi-funny, I wish some of you could experience such laughter...where there is nothing else on your mind and yet all you can do is laugh because you wish not to get frustrated or angry for not getting what you want. There is nothing more humbling then this desperation through laughter. We are planning our honeymoon. It will be in Hawaii. It is hard to plan for that without wanting. I must say I was somewhat confused when speaking to a couple the other day. We are close friends. After a week, they plan to meet us for another week in Hawaii. Anyway, they said that Stoney and I will have to try to break the record of six times in a day. To myself, I thought, six? That's it? That shouldn't be hard...at least if we are trying to break a record. HEH!!! Watch out Jon and Dee...August will tell of your loss!!!! Unless I have no idea what I'm talking about...which I don't... then I will have to admit my being niieve and move on.
As for the rest of my thoughts...
It is spring here! There was a blizzard last weekend...but I still feel spring. I see the green (some white still) and the newly born babies all over the place! The skii resort is closed and spring fever is finally at ease! Beautiful!
As for God and my thoughts,
I wish that I could change some people. I wish that I could force them to look outside themselves. Look to those who are looking for the hope that lies inside. I wish I could revisit the times when I have ignored people because I was too concerned with myself. I wish that I would have seen the people who were running a hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction. I wish...
"Does anybody hear here? Does anybody see? Does anybody even know she's goin down today? Under the shaddow of our steeple, with all the lost and lonely people lookin for the hope thats tucked away in you and me..."
That's all in this little brain today. I'm burnt out. Sorry.
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